Okay now I'm feeling kind of depressed. Maybe things will get better when wrestling comes on. I found some of my old poems earlier. I wish I could still write like that, it was the best way I could express my feelings. Maybe tomorrow I will put one of the poems in an entry. Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should just burn everything I wrote. Right now I just feel like saying fuck everyone. Fuck all those happy couples in love. Fuck all those people that can still turn words into magic. Fuck talent, fuck love, fuck happiness,fuck everything. GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! Well now that I am done with my temper tantrum, I think I will go pig out so I can gain another 10 pounds
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all words � Jennifer L. Bey, 2003.
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