Die !I faltered @ 9:13 a.m. on 04-13-02
It's funny how Austin can't act like a human fucking being for longer than a day. He sits there telling me he wants me back, says he will earn my trust. Then today he calls here talking this shit, "I'm, having a paternatey test on L.K.", and "you can't handle the kids child support", or "I think L.K. has parkinsons disease". Where the hell does he get this shit? He tells me it's my fault he didn't graduate, because I was nagging him. Well thats not how I remember it. I never nagged him, because I was always scared he would have a fucking mood swing and dump me. He didn't graduate because he didn't feel like doing the damn work, he was too fucking lazy to do anything other then fuck around in class. He had only two damn months left till he would have graduated. He fucked that up not me. He calls Bry a "stupid retard", who the fuck does this asshole think he is? My nephew Bry is slow mentally and emotionally, that is not something he can help. I guess I should have expected that shit from Austin. Hell he told me once that my brother is a cripple. Well fuck you too then! My brother is parylized(sp?) from his neck to the middle of his back. The docters said he would be in a wheel chair by now, is he? No! Why not? Because he goes to work everyday, he doesn't want to sit at home watching his life slip away. He is in pain every fucking day, but he still works his ass off, and no he doesn't have to. Yep this is turning into a full freakin rant up in here. Lets see....what else has he said... oh yeah here we go. Hmm, according to him my friends are a bunch of "fags" and "wetbacks". I myself am a "nigger"..hehehe..charming boyfriend huh? If that is what you consider me why the hell did you go out with me? What do you think that makes your kids? Well fuck you!