First diary entry yay!I faltered @ 10:22 p.m. on 11-27-2001
It's weird I always think all these things to write in my diary ,but now that I have one I dont know what to say. Today has been a stressful day. I found out my boyfriend( we'll just call him Austin) has been lying to me again. It's about stupid stuff but I can't handle the lies anymore, it like he is incapable of teling the truth Grrrrrrr! This has been going on for nearly a year and a half. I can't be with someone I can't trust. So he goes on about how sorry he is and how he wont lie anymore. Then 2 minutes later he tries to pick a fight. Whatever, it's getting to the point where I don't care anymore. I guess thats really sad because that means I am starting to care less about him. We have been together for three and a half years, and have 2 kids. I want to love him forever but I don't think it's going too happen that way. I just wish he would at least get some councelling again, it helped him with his mood swings before, it could help him again. I hope he does something help himself and our relationship soon or else it will be too late.