Christmas ponderingsI faltered @ 11:38 a.m. on 12-10-01
It's weird how one moment I hate the idea of christmas being so close, and the next I feel excited. This year I have money to buy more presents for everyone, last year was pretty crappy. My nephew is going to be down here soon to stay, and my neice is coming to visit. All of this makes me happy, but I still have worries that something bad will happen to ruin it all. Maybe it's all in my head, I do have problems with anxiety. I guess I am also worried that Austin and his family will try to screw up Christmas for the kids. Hopefully that wont happen. I think I will try to call a truce untill Christmas is over. I just want to focus on positve things for the kids. I wonder if Disney will show Charlie Brown Christmas this year. I hope so,the kids would love it( Okay I would love it too). One of the best things about X-mas is all the X-mas movies. When I was a child I had movies like Frosty the Snowman, and Rudolph The Red Nose Reindeer. I should tape those for the kids. Maybe this will be a great Christmas after all.