Both kids at Austin'sI faltered @ 10:37 a.m. on 03-15-02
Well my headache lasted all night, untill I took some aspirin this morning. A couple months ago I was having severe headaches everyday all day. I got to the point where the aspirin wasn't even working anymore, and I was taking flu tablets every hour. Flu tablets worked the best. I stopped getting the headaches about a month ago, but it looks like they are coming back. I really don't know what to do if that happens, I don't want to pop pills everyday. Joey used to do that. He would take 5 pills at once at least 3 times a day. Sometimes he would take pain killers too. He has had chronic migraines since he was little. I think I would be miserable living my life like that. I think I might see a doctor if the headaches do come back for a long time. Well anyway, both the kids are at Austin's right now. Avi is only staying untill this afternoon, and L.K. till sunday. Poor Avi was crying, she doesn't understand why they are taking her. I hope she doesn't think I am abandoning her. It times like this that I get so pissed at Austin for not spending more time with her from the time she was born. She would probably be used to them by now, and look forward to going. I feel like crying, Avi is always with me. What if she doesn't eat? What if she cry's so hard that she throws up? She does that sometimes. She needs to be away from me sometimes, but I don't think I'm handling it much better. I miss my kids. I really don't have anything to distract me either. Joe started work today. I guess I could always go to Elmo's house, but Austin might bring Avi home early and I want to be here if he does. I guess I will clean all day, and tape cartoons for L.K. Maybe my soaps will be good today, they usually are on Fridays. Guess I better start cleaning the kitchen now. Talk later.