mmmm....food!I faltered @ 7:22 p.m. on 03-19-02
For some reason I'm dieing for some really salty french fries and a chocolate milkshake to dunk them in. Yum! I really need to stop eating so much. Back home I was always at the mall, main street, or just randomly walking somewhere. It was like I never had time to eat, so I stayed thin. Even at school the only thing I ate were chocolate chip cookies, and saved the rest of my money for ciggaretts. Now I have a lot of time to eat and get fat. I really need a life. I'm starting to miss the days when I was picky about how I ate my food. I used to dunk my pizza crust in ranch dressing...mix ketchup,mayo, and mustard together and dunk fries in them...I still eat burgers outer part first, like in a circle and work my way in. I'm starting to get hungry, perhaps talking about food isn't such a good idea. Hmmm...think I will go read. Went to the library and asked if they had anything by Anais Nin but unfortunately not. They will be ordering those books from another library, so all is good. Hmmm...So much I want to write about,but I know if I don't get offline now, I never will. Well I guess I go now, talk in the morning.