Ghost's Biting His Feet.I faltered @ 9:28 a.m. on 05-16-02
Last night I had a difficult time getting L.K. asleep. He kept coming out of the room saying that ghost's were biting his feet. This was confusing to me, because he shouldn't even know what a ghost is yet. Well both kid's woke up at 4 this morning, so I put cartoons on so I could sleep a little longer. I was flipping through channels and came across Scooby Doo. L.K. immediately yelled "ghosts!" I finally knew where he learned about ghost's, obviously Austin let's him watch Scooby. Well I go to change the channel, and both kid's get mad and insist that I put Scooby back on. I wasn't too happy about that, Scooby sometimes freaks me out at night. It was a pretty weird morning.
It's been a week today since the last time I talked to Austin. I don't know whether to feel hurt or relieved. There are times when I do miss him, or at least the person he used to be. What scares me is that I don't cry over him anymore. Does this mean I might be getting over him? The idea of it thrills me and horrifies me at the same time. I mean we were together for nearly 4 years, he gave me 2 kids. However it will never be the same, and I understand that.
My computer hates me, it insists on continually going offline. I guess that mean's I am finished with this entry, I think I will go visit my Sims. Later