sad todayI faltered @ 4:29 p.m. on 12-12-01
Oh God you wouldn't beleave the day I had. My mom has been getting on my nerves all day. It looks like my nephew might not come down, and I am depressed all over again. Austin has been treating me nice since yesterday, which makes me feel a little better. I just hope things stay good this time. I have been so stessed out lately. Earlier I got real sad, I just feel like there is nothing to look forward to. One minute I am happy the next I am depressed. I wish I could cut the pain out of my life but I can't. I have no reason to be this unhappy. I have two cute kids,and a boyfriend that I love. I don't think I want to celebrate Christmas this year or ever again. It will never be the same again, I will never be the same again.