RantI faltered @ 11:36 a.m. on 03-29-02
L.K. is alot better now, but Avi is sick now. She spent most of last night crying, neither of us got much sleep. Well Austin isn't getting L.K. this weekend. He also says he wont get him for whole weekends untill L.K. gets used to him again. That really pisses me off. Instead of spending more time with his son, he is going spend less than he has been. How is L.K. going to feel more comfortable with him this way? I'm really starting to get fed up with Austin and his excuses. He doesn't pay child support, you should hear some of his ideas of a friggin job. Says he will work on some boat in another country for a month. Yep the kids will really feel close to you then huh? Thats okay I know it's another lie. By the way the reason my mom deals with you and your family concerning the kids, is because you have a history of causing trouble. Besides I have no desire to talk to someone that lies to me, that plays mind games. That tries to get back together with me, but backs out when realizing that means actually having to grow up! I have nothing nice to say to you, so be grateful that my mom is willing to put up with you. How dare you question me after only 2 hours sleep!Grrrrrrr! I'm done bitching for now. Reading what I just wrote made me realize that I probably come across as too harsh, but it needed to be said. Austin I don't hate you but the kids need you actually be there for them. Please think about that.