Um? Blah...I faltered @ 4:51 p.m. on 03-31-02
Well I am little bit calmer now, feeling kind of numb. I had been really looking forward to today. Thought it would be a great day with the kids, and a great night with my current book. Didn't turn out that way at all, now I just really want to go to bed Thankfully the day is nearly over. At least I got a bunch of pictures of the kids and their Easter baskets. Last night I had a very disturbing dream. I dreamt that Bin Laden kidnapped Avi, and was trying to take L.K. too. Every now and then I would wake up and see both kids sleeping safely, but when I fall back asleep, I go back to that dream right where I left off. It was really screwed up, and not a good way to start the day. The kids ate way to much chocolate today. I shouldn't have let them, but I felt guilty for today not being perfect. Uh WTF! Bry is eating the kid's candy, grrrr! I wouldn't mind if he asked, but the little shit is being sneaky about it. Besides he has his own candy at his house. Gotta go deal with him. Later.