Bad Dreams.
I faltered @ 10:53 a.m. on 05-07-02

I had a weird dream this morning. In the dream I was still with Austin, and was spending the weekend at his house. He kept treating me like crap the whole time, and really didn't seem to care about me. This was extremely upsetting to me because I was pregnant with his kid, and he could care less. Then he isn't there anymore, he's at school. So I go there, and he's sitting at a table with a group of teenagers, laughing at me. That's when I woke up, so I don't know what was going to happen after that. To be honest just thinking about that dream hurts. When I was pregnant with Avi, he treated me pretty badly, and because of that I don't have many good memories if that pregnancy.

L.K. had a bad dream too, he woke up crying about snakes. Poor kid. We all slept late this morning, which has never happened before actually.

Last night on wrestling Hogan really screwed up, he couldn't get Takers bike started. I hate seeing people screw up on television.

I think once I get the kids in daycare I might go to college, so I can get a good job. I have two kids so working in fastfood or Walmarts ain't gonna cut it. I would kinda like do something with computers, like my brother does. He makes pretty good money too.

Well I guess I better get the kids ready for their appointment at the Health Department. I can already tell that I will hate taking them there together.

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