DoomedI faltered @ 9:35 a.m. on 12-01-02
I woke up with the memory of your touch still fresh in my head. I could still feel your breath lightly on my neck, your heartbeat against my chest. I can still feel your eyes burning into mine, as I look away with a slight smile. What were you thinking at that moment? I was thinking that maybe you could love me, and maybe it wouldn't hurt this time to let someone in. I reached to tickle you, and laughing you catched my hand. I put my fingers up to your cheek, and you told me I'm silly. I giggled as I gently put my lips on yours. It felt like I could live happily in your arms for the rest of my life. I wish I could FORGET that feeling, now that it's forever gone. I wish i could ERASE all those sweet fake words that you said to me. I want to CUT all my love for you out of my body. You have a piece of me still...The piece that could laugh, that could smile. The piece that was able to be happy , even for a short while. I want that piece of me back. Matt.please.give.me.back.my.soul.