Breaking point.
I faltered @ 11:27 a.m. on 12-02-02

Once again I had a dream about Matt. It hurts dreaming that there's a chance, then waking up to reality. I've been crying for about an hour now, it feels like I can't stop. It feels like no one understands why this hurts so bad. If there is anyone out there reading this that doesn't think I'm a nutcase, then let me know. I'm starting to wonder myself if I'm crazy.

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